To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, it helps to a degree reading your posts as I sit here in bed alone writing this. For me personally this really is still rawвЂ¦вЂ¦.itвЂ™s 5am into the early early early morning and appropriate sleep is evading me personally nevertheless. I need to somehow have the ability to get into work today cope with it and even though my head is processing a variety of confusing thoughtsвЂ¦.from him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact IвЂ™m ashamed of what IвЂ™ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated onвЂ¦вЂ¦..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good peopleвЂ¦вЂ¦..so I feel itвЂ™s to much to overload her withвЂ¦..basically IвЂ™m feeling alone in this even though I know IвЂ™m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. It is helps stuff that is wring right here.
Because of the real way IвЂ™m 50 and also to be around in this position thatвЂ™s not my fault sucksвЂ¦..Men are shits actually, that which you state about integrity does work We have maybe perhaps maybe not done this i will be maybe not a liar and I also can get more powerful . I will be happy I have discovered this site and because youвЂ™ve been here what this will be likeвЂ¦вЂ¦.as even though it hurts reading your articles i am aware you all understand Christine Aguilera states makes me that much more resilient, makes me that much wiser, makes my epidermis a bit thicker for making me a fighterвЂ¦вЂ¦..any way once again thank you for your posts and honesty ladies it does help so I have to thank him. Continue reading