Just exactly just What had been the probabilities things could wind up violently with me, of course, getting the shitty end between us? Might Trayvon force himself that I happened to be unwilling to simply accept but not able to stop? On me personally in ways! They certainly were maybe perhaps not idle concerns. We thought long and difficult about it, however in the final end i decided that no, he’dn’t accomplish that. Predicated on just what, you may well ask? Good question — we don’t understand.
Another consideration had been, what was Trayvon getting away from this relationship? Obviously, he’d have a intercourse partner and also at minimum some use of my canteen account. We knew he previously simply no cash, in which he knew that I’d at the least some cash. Possibly he had been actually interested in me personally in which he had been a mooch — an opportunity was represented by me to meet both requirements! Had been here any such thing undoubtedly incorrect with that? Only at that very very early phase we told myself that for as long I was okay to let him have a soup or a honey bun when he wanted something as he didn’t get too greedy. Why shouldn’t I reward him for their relationship? All things considered, we endured to obtain one thing from this too — unlike my situation at Swift Annex I’d have a jail bad-ass to my part in the event i obtained harassed or threatened.
Did Trayvon have HIV or other STD? Needless to say he said no and said he’d to obtain tested sporadically and blah blah blah. I did son’t press the problem or require seeing the test outcomes. Alternatively We asked myself — keep in mind, this person ended up being assigned to kitchen responsibility — Would my state’s DOC designate a guy with HIV to this type or sort of work? I experienced to think the clear answer ended up being no, no chance. Other inmates later on laughed within my self- confidence in DOC! Additionally, he wasn’t taking any meds — either K.O.P. (“keep on person”) or solitary dosage. Continue reading